RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)
Today was not really a great day, seriously. I went to school early to do my my CSA project, around 9.30am. For the first time I went into the library at such early time. I did my CSA company logo and the event logo, took me about an hour to complete it. Then later at 11, had POM meeting with the rest of the group, only devien came on time. Mark could not come because he was not feeling well, hope he get well soon! Then gerald and alex was late for the meeting. The meeting was still ok but the questions for this week was qutie difficult, had a hard time doing them. We were so engrossed in doing our work that we did not go for the CSA lecture. Actually we just want to skip the lecture.
Then came the afternoon, pissed me off totally. For the first time after like one month plus, I said another vulgar word in front of my classmate. Did not mend to but just came out of my mouth.
We then went for the APEL talk about mediation. All the classes skipped the talk except our class with almost full attendence. We went in late and sat there for only 10 minutes. The whole talk only lasted for 20 minutes so it was kind of dumb going for it. After that had communication skills, I guess I will flunk the communication skills test, english plus comprehension is direct torture to me and bound to kill me.
Many of my classmates went for the BSC interview today, I am going for it tomorrow with the rest. Went to play cs again with the usual gang, vent most of my anger on it. Felt quite ok after the game. Cy and wg ask us to go for the nike plus 10km human race. I guess I shall go and have a run to keep up my fitness.
What are you treating me as? What a friend to talk, what crap and all those. I just felt like an item, used when needed but when you found someone better to talk to, just left me aside. What is the meaning of this? Fine, so I shall be like one trash bin right? I seriously fed up about it, not say I think too much but seriously. I am like an extra shit man!
9:58 PM