RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)
What a working world! Today was not a smooth day at all. In the afternoon, I sold my air purifier and at first the supervisor asked me to give the sales to him, when I got to the near to the cashier the other staff ask me to give the sales to him. I am like stuck in the middle, if I give to this one, the other will be angry. So I give to the staff, when the supervisor went to check, he was so fed up. He took my products and put them all in a corner where no one will notice and promote other products. I am like in the middle, I was so stressed up, it is really so difficult to be a good person. I was like in a loss for a few minutes, I just feel like throwing my tie away and quit. The stress is really different from those in school. The other promoters came to comfort me, they told me the working world is just like, do what you think it is right. I wanted to apologize to the supervisor, but he was too busy and I could not find a chance. Then edmund went to help me talk to him, he was quite calm so I hope he will not bear grudges with me.
I hit my target for the third consecutive week. I sold a oven in the last minute to hit my target, it did relieved my feelings somehow. If life could be much more simple, however life is just such a difficult path to walk on.
Tomorrow going to meet all my secondary school buddies and npcc pals. It has been such a lot time, about 3 months already. I really really miss them a lot and I felt we are breaking apart, we shall not! I recieved a sms from sarah just now:
"YO BFF=) Cant wait to see you tmr *screams. Yes Im that excited.Yayness-=)tsk."
I really felt so happy that one of my friend is expecting tomorrow which I am too. Hope tomorrow will be a great gathering, shall update each other's conditions.
I felt a moment that I wanted to tell you my feelings. But I held back, because I just I am thinking too much and I dont have the capability to handle.......
11:10 PM