RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)

- The sun of evening - The guys playing soccer in the field
Yesterday was really a great day, I had a great night. I reached home around 11.30pm and was beat tired. After a bath, I went to bed till moments ago when I just woke up. We celebrated Aaron, Wendy and Kah Hwee's birthday. There were quite a number of people who went to the BBQ and we had soccer in the evening. It was fun as there were many guys playing together and making the game exciting. We did not play for long as we need to help the girls with the food. What can I do? Every BBQ I would always be the one to barbecue the sausages and I am only good in that. I was busily barbecuing and did not eat much, but when I see the rest happily enjoying, I felt delighted. I would always wish every moment we spent will be memorable and wonderful. Around 8pm, we kick start our birthday bash. All the guys went to chase Kah Hwee and grab him tight. After which, Zhang Xiang came running towards Kah Hwee and smash 2 eggs on his face. This is then followed by Shadi's starch powder and soy sauce. Kah Hwee did not struggle much as he knew he is doomed. Then he went around to hug everybody. Everyone got a taste of it except Shadi that ran off to nowhere.
- Operation PotatoWe went to wash up and they wanted to go pool together. I did not feel like going so I went home with Chester. When they are packing up, Chester and I went to cycle around the park and had a chat along the way. What can 2 guys chat about? It would always be about relationships and all about that.When he asked me how far is my progress, I was stunned at first, not sure how to answer him back. Rejected? Not bothered? No chance? or is it No hope? This were some of the answers that first came to my mind. When we were walking to Downtown East, I began to worry or some sort of a feeling. It just came so naturally to think of someone, especially in terms of safety. I just told myself that I am just worrying a friend, nothing much. Chester and I keep on chatting when on the bus till we reached home. He told to go forward and express what you got to say about her, but this requires a lot of courage and for me, I think I must be metally prepared for any negative reply. I think I would leave all these thinkings till after the exams.
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