RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)
Tomorrow is Charmaine's chalet and I and not going. Many people are going tomorrow except for a few which includes me. Actually, I really want to go and join in the fun but there are many restrictions. It is partly due to my flu. I hate to get sick, and once I am sick, it will always be very serious. I have been having flu for the past few days, one of the reasons is that I could not adapt to the sudden change of temperature as some days were quite hot while some other days were raining and rather cold. I always need to have a tissue box beside me. Once my mucus flow out of my nose, it would be like a unclosed tap, the mucus will just keep flowing out non-stop. I had to use a lot of tissue paper to clean it off. When I woke up this morning, I got like a sore throat that is so pain when I am swallowing something. I keep forcing water into my mouth, hope that drinking lots of water would help.
I went out a lot of times already so I don't wish to go out again. Everyday, when I faced my mum, I got this guilty feeling. My mum is very worried about me and my results, if I keep on going out, she would think that I am not serious and keep on worrying. She gets worried very easily over small matters. I don't want to let her worry so much about. The more she nag, the more guilty I am. Even if I don't feel like studying, I still must persevere. I don't want my mum to be disappointed. I hope te rest will not blame me for not going to the chalet.
11:14 PM