RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)
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This few days I didn't really have the mood to study, keeping feeling very sleepy and can't memorise any stuffs. I am halfway through my geography revision. Every time when I am memorising something, I am always being distracted and kept thinking about other stuffs.
I think I really resemble someone. My character is just like the guy in the channel 8 9pm show - the big brother. Usually quite shy and always at loss of words especially when seeing her. Sometimes I really think of stop persisting and move on to other targets but I just could not do it. Whenever I talk to her, it is mostly about homework or cca, I hardly get to chat with her like what other people would do. I always got a feeling of being rejected when talking to her and makes me very very tired to persist and persevere. When I think of what will we be like in the future, it would always be pessimistic. I would always think of the bad side first because I knew there might be no fruitful results. I don't share my thoughts with other people because I did not want them to pity me or whatever. No one really knows what I am thinking about and it makes me very difficult to express my thoughts other people. Thus, they judged me by my usual personality. I always give myself hopes but in the end, they just went shattered one by one. Can anyone just guide me along? I guess none will because they hardly bother about me.
I do not know whether should I continue or stop persisting.
Should I or should I not?
Ray
11:07 PM
