RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)
Everyday to me is a brand new different day. As for today, it was not a very pleasant one. Apart from fooling around today, I made someone appalled. But before that, one of my classmates came to smash a dirty pillow into my face. I was so angry and irritated. I almost wanted to start an argument but he said something that I felt guilty about. Yesterday I did the same thing to another classmate as a prank but I did not bother about his feelings and I tried that feeling today. He told me “do you think you deserve to be angry?” I was shocked and went into deep thoughts. It is my fault. I should not be angry; I had done this to someone else before. I was very guilty and a moment later, I got into another problem.
It was English lesson and we usually don’t pay much attention to the teacher and often fool around. The teacher was very patient and don’t scold even we keep fooling around. But today, I am too much, I cross the limit. I keep on fooling around without realizing that the teacher was appalled. When my friend told me later, I then felt very guilty. I think it is very wrong and I sent her an apology. I told her that I will restrain myself and she accepted my apology. She then told me “a good man follows his words”. After reading it, I knew I have to change.
I had found my greatest problem. I did not care for other people feelings when I do something and always lead to unhappiness. I think I have to work on this point, besides bringing fun and laughter to people; I still have to think of everybody’s feelings. We are all humans. I do apologize to those whom I had neglected your feelings. SORRY!
Ray
8:58 PM