RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)
After looking at other people's blog, I suddenly feel like blogging. Maybe this is good as I can finally add some colour to my dead blog. Being a secondary 4 student is really not easy. I hardly have time for sleeping. Every morning I don't feel like going to school. I hope I can find a day and sleep throughout it.
After stepping down from NPCC, my life has became so relaxed. But increasing schoolwork makes no differences. But I did have fun in school. Take for example today, I had a lot of fun in school. It was so lucky that we had a free period. The whole class was doing homework and seemed quite bored. Should I entertain them? Haha..guess wad? I did entertain them. Out of nowhere, I hit daryl's back with a pillow and started a "fight". We amused the whole class and it was really great. I feel great when I can make others happy. I won't want the people around me to be moody. So I always go around to entertain people. As long as they are happy, I won't feel embarrassed, instead I feel very proud of it. I made them smile, cheering them up.
Just because of this, many people mistook my character, thinking I am a person who always fool around. I guess it will be difficult to change their idea of me. That is why I did not dare to express my true feelings and character in front of them except at home. I always comfort my friends, telling them not to be pessimistic but, I am the one who is always pessimistic. SIGH!! I think I just focus on my studies. 2 more weeks to prelims and I still have not study any subject except a.maths.
Dreams are there to motivate people but some dreams are impossible.
Ray
10:42 PM