RAYSLIGHTS.BS (2009)
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First thing first, I am quite glad that I have actually revived my blog after a few months of break or rather, laziness. Time pass so fast, now preparing for sec 4 already. Afew months more, the big exam is here! So what I have done so far...
This few weeks I have been revising my chemistry. Wander is it that my results that made me switched to study mode. But studying isn't really fun. After only one week of intensive studying, I felt that my behaviour changed. Since then, I could not control my temper as before. I used to be very fun and joke joke around with my friends and I can usually take in when they tease me. But now, I tend to lose my cool for just a small teasing. I just can't control my temper. One more thing is that, I had been having mood swings lately. I was very happy at some time but suddenly turned very moody. What can I do?
Today I learnt a very valuble lesson. We were having our usual SPDS training today afternoon, quite happy at the start. Till the later part of the training, a conflict arise. I don't want to say out the name. I was talking on the phone with my classmate about the class t-shirts. Then, that guy came beside me and spoke to my classmate . After that, I teased that guy, saying sour grapes. I said in very joking manner, but who know's. That guy just went off, rather pissed. I tried to apologize but he just ignored. I just can't understand. Why can't he face it, must we always have to give in to his foolish attitude. I had enough of him, but I did not want to have a fight or something because it is useless. Maybe I just can't understand some people. Luckily there is Aaron around. With him, all conflicts are resolved. I like his way of managing matters and problems. Using jokes and doing some stupid actions. Many people may think he is dumb, but he is just trying to bring out the laughter among us. Without him I think that the friendships would have been broken long ago.
Maybe you may think that why I display my blog using the theme of darkness. I am now in darkness, very loss, do not know where to go or where to move. I need a guide, a ray of light shining through the dark, allowing my to move on. It used to be shining but it is gone for now. Maybe I have to still wait for it.
Ray
10:58 PM
